Okay!
Everybody's rounding up their 2009 with lotsa reflections!
So i guess, it got me thinking slightly abit, but since i just wake up like 2hours ago, im still braindead. Buttt, i think that i should still reflect on my terrible behaviour this year! hahah.

Well, i think 2009 is not a productive yaer for me. I feel that ive been slacking my ass off, most of the time. Other than being exposed to a totally different environment and a new stage in school, the rest of the things had been rather okay. And, i realised that ive given up on alot of things this year too and have that kind of heck-care attitude in things that i do. So, yeah, thats why i think that i did not achieve anything in 2009 except for more hatred by people and also giving bad impressions to new people that i know.

Number of friendships being disrupted too this year. Although there were quarrels everywhere, and also bitter moments, i believe that these friendships can be moulded back. Relationship with me and people are getting rather bad too. Parents, sisters, friends. I have no idea why, and this is where my new year's resolutions gonna come in!

Hopefully i'll keep it simple this time around.

1. To be a more responsible girl (student, daughter, sister, friend, Singaporean)
2. Be more positive in things that I do
3. Be nice to everybody and not be rude
4. To think with a more matured mind
5. Study hard and not skip school
6. Appreciate every single thing that i have in life
7. Lastly, to stay happy, make sure people i love are happy too, and..
8. Get over certain painful facts.

There you go! Though i still think there are quite a number more, but i shall keep it simple. Hopefully i'll be a better person in the year to come in terms of personality and mindset. I'll try hard to achieve it, and i hope people around me will help me too (:

Thank you everyone for making 2009 not as boring or miserable as i thought it would be. I agree, it is rather a bad year for mostly everybody around me. With deaths, beautiful relationships were broken and many unhappy moments. Therefore, i hope everyone will take it easy and take it as an experience and a lesson learnt. Thank you for being there and making me smile, you know who you are.

Happy New Year!

P.S: in order to get into the mood of doing reflection, listen to slow songs and rather emotional ones. hahah! it helps. for me, at least :D

i'm not looking forward to 2010, due to the many busy schedules esp gonna caught up with studies! but, since things like these are inevitable, i shall learn to accept it with a positive mindset! :D im afraid, but i am going to take things easy in 2010! Cheers!
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