Adam Khoo's workshop was awesome! i love it and seriously, totally changed my impression of it.

it taught me alot of things. i realised ive been taking things for granted, but now, i can finally feel the importance of everything. including, the urgency to study. i hope to discipline myself and reach out to my current goal and stick to my resolution.

when i told my mom everything abt how i really feel all these while, it hurts both of us. esp me, cuz' i cant believe that im still holding on to the unbearable painful fact that happened 5/6 years ago. and till now, 1.36am, im still thinking abt what i said to my mom while my heart is tearing apart. i dont want to start thinking abt the impossible anymore, its just not meant to be. like mom said, ITS FATED.

sighs, i guess the workshop is the best one ever. and with that, i hope that i will be able to discipline myself and do what i have to do.
contradict the situation.