i woke up at 10am today -.- how irritating!!!
but yeah, managed to catch up with all my shows, spent 5 hours on teevee this morning!
hahaha. happyyy!

oh and i watched survivor. looking at how things were going there, it kinda scares me. it seriously sucks. it shows that some people are seriously man of their words, but some, just twist and turn and make sure that the they will benefit from it. how selfish?

how far can you sacrifice for someone you love?

ytd, i know such a disgusting fact. i didnt know someone can actually hate me that much just coz of certain things i do. besides, i dont think she knows the whole bloody story and just assume here and there. now, what kind of attitude is that? im trying to get away as much as i can, i didnt even disturb you at all, but certain things that you say can hurt me that bad. yeah, perhaps, im just sensitive or over-sensitive.. but i feel so maligned. there's so much to say, but all i can say now is, YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME. reflect pls.

oh, and surprisingly, someone actually told my best friend (whom i had known for 7 years) not to trust me when she herself never even talk to me before and only know him abt a year? -.- like wtf? what bloody right do have to say that? and a friend of hers also told my best friend that ive been circulating stories abt him to others. like excuse me, if i wanted to, i would've done it way before he knows all of you -.- like seriously, why are you both doing such stupid things? why are there alot of ppl making up stories to break my friendships with others? i know im not perfect, and i know i do suck sometimes. atittude problem & whatever you guys call it, but its unfair to me.

idk what else to do now. everything's ripping apart. i just hope all these people who are stupid, coward, idiotic and whatever can just go to hell -.-
contradict the situation.